May 30th, 2017
I can not help but feel forgotten, annoyed and sad.
I strongly believe that when a person matters to you then the bond should matter the relationship should matter and the person should also matter
& I’m not feeling that right now……
Fact: I moved 2 provinces over, if anything I get it -I’m 3000kms away from where I use to be.
That visit home I wrote about: well it turned a few rocks over and helped me see things as they really are. That distance isn’t for the weak, only the real and the strong can prevail.
I have a couple of girlfriends who also live far away, so I understand what it takes to maintain a lasting long distance friend/relationship. But I can’t expect the world to understand, there’s always going to be someone who doesn’t.
We all live our own lives, have your things we do, people we gravitate towards, goals and dreams etc but when we start forgetting about people “that matter” where are the priorities???
Friends are the saving grace even the ones who are far away – though maybe this is that moment where I need to open my eyes and accept that [cliché] we’re drifting apart.
When you’re starting to feel like you don’t know someone anymore that’s a clear sign that shit ain’t right! Lol
But do you express your feelings? Do you inflict that drama into their lives? How much does it matter?
Like do I send a text? Hahah this is the world we’re living in..
We were like 2peas in a pod -shared all our feelings, goals and ideas and just kept it real..
usually when this sort of thing happens it’s because there’s an underlying issue someone is holding back. Sure, things aren’t how they use to be but then lets just express that and move on lol
Treat people like how you want to be treated – never be afraid to express yourself! (I’m taking my own advice)
Living knowing the closest person to you feels the furthest away is unsettling and weighs on my mind because I care about bond, I care about the friendship, I care about the person!
Change is always for the better and everything happens for a reason
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